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What's the point of this living death,
You wake up every morning to feel nothing,
I'm not bored of it I just wish for once,
I'd wake up feeling like a person,
Whats the point of this living death,
Whats the point of this emptiness.
Just stay with me,
Until we wake,
Just stay with me,
Don't ever leave.
Put yourself in my body,
Find out how it feels like to be me,
I need a break from this feeling,
Of not being able to breath.
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dysfunctional mess
02:45
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The first time we met your face got stuck inside my mind,
Those regrets back then I was a boy without a spine,
Nothing compares to your face and your smile,
I wish the world would end So I didn't have to see you cry
I wish you'd shut your mouth so I could just go to bed,
Countless nights laid up I can't stop thinking about death,
I don't want too die it's just all inside my head
I don't want too die
I haven't been myself for a while
I haven't been myself
I haven't been myself for a while
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can't address the truth
03:03
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Walking alone,
What does it feel like to say you feel at home,
It's ok to not belong,
It's ok to not belong,
I've never felt so strong since you left me,
Yeah you're gone not in my head,
You're gone still in my head.
I'm a waste of time and space,
Taking up all of your days,
The world has never seemed so strange,
Then without your face.
I'm too scared to say I'm not ok,
I'm too scared to not feel this way.
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one last thing
02:02
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I'll never change i'll always be the same,
It's much more than me, the constant pressure and thought,
You have to succeed.
You're perfectly perfect for anyone,
Except for me,
Subconsciously avoiding the need to speak,
The thought of what to say is terrifying me.
I'm so comfortable with not feeling safe,
In my own skin.
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